Monday, September 29, 2008

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Perhaps...
I was wrong.
Tats wat u want.
Tats y u go away.
You dont even care.
You're already gone.
You'll be happier now.
You will nv return anymore.
Everything was juz a dream.
Problems have been existing btn us long ago.
Tats why u r doing those things now.

I dont mean anything to u anymore.
I should stop chao-ing u anymore.
I should have juz face the reality.
You dont know wats my feeling.
I am juz not the right one for u.
I have done something wrong.
I will cont to love u,silently.

Perhaps..perhaps...perhaps...
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*MIGHT change blog song soon*

All the best to those having exams...


Till Life Bring Us Apart.

Saturday, September 27, 2008

Another century has pass-ed since I last post-ed.

Suddenly tinking of a conversation with someone recently...

*
Someone: Eh..many ppl going liao. How bout you?
Me: See how 1st ba.
Someone: Eh..u bo steady de leh..
Me: Dont wanna give any promise to ur 1st. Unless I can CFM that I wont break tat promise.
Someone: ...
*

Tats the way I am. I noe its not a good thing to some people but I dont wanna hurt anyone by breaking any of the promise...
* Those who I have made promises too, ur are lucky =x * jk..

Gabriel is helping the class to organize a class chalet.
* Dont say I dont give face, I will at least go for the bbq =) *
After tat chalet, MUZ work harder for the rest of the sem-s liao ar...
Chiong arh~!!!!

Adios to all..
*Ty lots to Gab for the work done btw*


Till Life Bring Us Apart.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Dont noe wats happening to my body.
I have been breaking out in cold sweat for the past 4 days
and its making my whole body weak.

*post edited*

*
Dont cry when its gone...
Smile...
cuz it happened...
*

adios to all


Till Life Bring Us Apart.

Friday, September 19, 2008

Has been centuries since I last blog =x

Spent most of the time alone at home or will hang out with Winston and CC they all.
*Sry for being "M.I.A" btw*

Today is a special day which I had long-ed for ba...
*if nth goes wrong =]*

BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT

Tmr is another nightmare for me,
GONNA TAKE THOSE BLOODY INJECTIONS AGAIN...
*cuz of the irritating keloid-s*

Some of my frenz have been searching for jobs,
till now still jobless =x
Shun bian wish them gd luck and all the best...

Wat else to tok about neh???

O ya...
gotten back the exam results on Monday,
next Sem onwards must really buck up liao...

Nothing to blog about,
I will just blog watever tat pops in my mind...
*Theres no 'atk' or 'boom-ing' to whoever and whichever living organism in the world*

When you are facing problems, how will your frenz react?
a)You know that they are willing to lend u his/her ears but he/she wont say it out directly.
*dont come tell me the 'lend their ears' means they will chop theirs ears down or wat,tats nt cool =]*
b)Pretend he/she dont know and even want you to be their listener.
*Such ppl tend to have the invisible "punch-me-plz" tag on their face*
c)Will directly tell you that they are willing to be your listener.
d)Will avoid contacting you cuz he/she does not want to be involved or does not even wanna care.

Buddies:
a)Will-ing to go through thick and thin with you and always be there for you.
b)Thoughtful enough and will think through every little thing before doing it,
to avoid hurting you or anyone ard him/her.
c)Wont 'sacrifice' you to make a joke to make others laugh.
*This might be funny to the 'joker' but try to tink of the one being made fun of =]*
d)Of cuz...he/she willing to be your listener WILLING-LY.
*Some frenz on mouth said 'Lai lai share your problems' but when u start to tok for too long,they reply till like u owe them $$$*

Realize the 2nd 'question' is not a question =x

The gal/guy and you good friend develop feeling for each other. What will you do?
a)!@#$%^&**&^%$#@! the good friend, or even go hum tum him/her. *this will only make the guy/gal hates you,perhaps. Unless he/she is those ppl who like violence aka wrestlers =x*
b)Give them your blessing cuz you juz want the guy/gal to be happy.
*Of cuz the friend MUST be able to bring happiness to him/her =]*
c)Persuade the friend to 'return' the gal to you.
d)Continue to develop feeling to the guy/gal, silently.
*Perhaps cuz you tink he/she will 'return' 1 day.*

Aiyaya...
intially, i label-ed the questions as 'Friends'.
In the end, my qn all ' out of point' =x

Neh mind,
time to cont slp-ing.
*Good luck to me later =]*

Adios and MORNING to myself.


Till Life Bring Us Apart.

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Thanks dennz for reminding me,lol.
Anyway,
my internet D.C-spree has not happen again le.
Thanks lots to the technician who last came...

Now gonna post bout ytd.
Went to the kopitiam at Blk 166 to have dinner with Winston, CC, Wei Meng.
After tat went home straight,
and it was running heavily though..lol.

Some of the birthday msg-es from ur really damn cool man...
Some "sang" me a birthday song,
some say bring me to places where only those above 18 can enter, =x
and I appreciate those who sent a sweet and simple 'Happy Birthday' too. =)

As requested by QC,
his sms to me:
"DARLING! Today looks like your birthday! Let me bring you to some place where only 18can go man."

As requested by Mr Birdie:
"Happy Bird Day to u"

LOL~!!

Adios to all.
*Miss ABFF*


Till Life Bring Us Apart.

Monday, September 8, 2008

Thanks lots to those who wished me happy birthday.
The names are being arranged in chronological order(starting from the earliest who wish-ed me) :

On 7 Sept:
Mama
Edmund

On 8 Sept:
Dilis
Ashikin
Chin Chun ("~~!!loL AVEROF yxeS u hsiW~!!jZ yadhtirB yppaH" as msn nick) LOL~!!!
Sharlyn
Kelvin
Ian
Tressa
Jun Jie
Vicki
Grace
Gabriel
Sakinah
Dennz
Qi Chang
Shue Wei
Matthew
Tze Min's maid
Cannie
kelly
Zhi Mao
Wei Leng
Yannshyang
Anna

Once agin,
thanks lots to these ppl.

Anyway,
went CWP with Wei Meng, Chin Chun and Winston.
Went kia kia a while nia then go home liao,
didnt do anything much.

Lastly,
my 3 birthday wishes are:
1) ABFF happy
2) ABFF always happy
3) secret...

Adios and bye to all...


Till Life Bring Us Apart.



Secondhand Serenade - Fall For You

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Oohhh...

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find...

Adios and nitez to all...


Till Life Bring Us Apart.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Another technician juz left.
He said my disconnection-spree is caused by the main connection box
and nt cuz of my house's wire.

Pray for me tat the spree will stop~!!!

Thanks to him btw...
Anyway,
he said will monitor my connection for 1 week.
If there is no problem within 1 week,
the problem should be solved.


Till Life Bring Us Apart.

Monday, September 1, 2008

Received 2 emails today.

This is from the email-s frm Valerie which contained some interesting pictures =)


*dont fall down*


Ships?



Do you see 2 deers in the picture?


Can u find the horses in the picture? There SHOULD be 7 horses.
* I thought they were cows when I 1st saw tis pic =x *


Can you find the word 'L I F T'?
According to the email,
"GIRLS ARE ABLE TO SPOT THE WORD 'LIFT' EASILY.
MEN FIND IT DIFFICULT TO SEE THE WORD 'LIFT'!!!"


* realized I was machaim snake =x Try follow the instructions given and you will noe wat I meant...*


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Stylo Milo Office (to cut down on budget) :


SAVE THE EARTH~!!!


Do you dare to use such cubicle?


*See you take how long to type a word =x *


WOODEN COM


Try use this phone when emergency happened...


A computer with COLOURFUL screen...


Try putting ur ice cream inside...


I dare you to sit on the chair...


*If your computers can be on-ed like tis,
u better run away frm that office =x *

EFFECTIVE AUGUST 1, 2008 NEW OFFICE POLICY

Dress Code:
1) You are advised to come to work dressed according to your salary.

2) If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we will assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise.

3) If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise.

4) If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise.

Sick Days:
We ! will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you! are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work.

Personal Days:
Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturdays & Sundays.

Bereavement Leave:
This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non employees attend the funeral arrangements in your place. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary, the funeral should be scheduled in the late afternoon. We will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently leave one hour early.

Bathroom Breaks:
Entirely too much time is being spent in the toilet. There is now a strict three-minute time limit in the stalls. At the end of three minutes, an alarm will sound, the toilet paper roll will retract, the stall door will o! pen, and a picture will be taken. After your second offense, your picture will be posted on the company bulletin board under the 'Chronic Offenders' category. Anyone caught smiling in the picture will be sectioned under the company's mental health policy.

Lunch Break:
* Skinny people get 30 minutes for lunch, as they need to eat more, so that they can look healthy.
* Normal size people get 15 minutes for lunch to get a balanced meal to maintain their average figure.
* Chubby people get 5 minutes for lunch, because that's all the time needed to drink a Slim-Fast. Thank you for your loyalty to our company. We are here to provide a positive employment experience. Therefore, all questions, comments, concerns, complaints, ! frustrations, irritations, aggravations, insinuations, allegations, acc! usations, contemplations, consternation and input should be directed elsewhere.

The Management


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This is from Mr. Cannot Tell:

~~LoVe~~

I was walking around in a target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
The Cashier said,
'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'
The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round. She left quickly.The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.
'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas. She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'
His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.'

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'
Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing.
He then told me,
'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.''I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.'
I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister. He heard me!''I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''My mommy loves white roses.'

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.
The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him....


Till Life Bring Us Apart.





Name: Ong Zhen Jie
Age: 18
Birthday: 8 Sept 1990
Gender: Male
School: Ngee Ann Polytechnic, School of ICT

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